burst my bubble

I found out yesterday evening that I will not be able to buy my dream car next year like I had hoped all this time. I was planning on waiting until next year, because my job will give me a monthly car allowance for outside sales, which I would put towards payment on this car that would otherwise be out of my price range. As I said, I can no longer get this car, because I will need at least a 4-seater for outside sales, so I can entertain customers. And quite frankly, I don’t feel right about using job money for a car that is not suited for the job. Now I have to find another car, which could take me forever. All I know is, my personal preferences and my job preferences are inversely proportional. For example, I want this S2000. It is not a good car for my job. I do not want a pickup (for a variety of reasons). It is the perfect car for the job. In any case, I don’t know what to do. It wouldn’t take most people a year or more to find a car for this situation. But I’m not most people.